I love your blog so much! You seem so cool! I cant believe you do so much stuff and have a model eye- coming from a scout!
wow thank you so much! haha it doesn’t seem like a lot of you love everything you do! agh i love models. such a pure form of art. if i could be one, that would be amazing haha just like every other girl
“Shoutout to all the people who have nightmares every night. Who suffer from PTSD and don’t get a break when they try to sleep. The people who’ve been running on autopilot for years, because they can’t sleep and feel nothing like everyone else. I know what it’s like. Stay Strong.”—
happy ptsd day! not sure if this is something people should be happy about though…
today in class, our teachers made us do CPR compressions for 30 minute intervals just to make sure we could “push hard, push fast, push deep”. and then, there were about 30 dummies scattered on the floor so whenever one of us stepped over or on the dummy/patient, we had to do 25 push ups. also they wouldn’t let us to do girl push ups. they had to be the full ones. so i did 175 push ups today. while sweating out twice my body weight.
I was on the medic and we were dispatched to a working code at 3:00 am. We did all steps in the protocol but when we arrived at the hospital, I was still doing compressions (I had been doing them since on scene). Our medic told me to keep going so I RODE THE COT INTO THE HOSPITAL WHILE DOING COMPRESSIONS! There was a team ready and it was a full ER so I even had an audience! It was fantastic. 1 hour of sleep and I don’t even care.
also good times when i broke 2 ribs and the intercostal cartiledge…
“That’s why I decided to become a true friend to you. If something sad happened in your life, I would be there for you. If something happy happened in my life, I would share it with you. If you strayed from the path, I would admonish you. If you committed an error, I would forgive you. If you found yourself in a predicament, I would provide a foundation on which you could stand. All in order to make this man that had lost his love for the world be able to love the world once more.”—Komamura Sajin, Bleach (via jaegerjaques)